mei-
月曜日, 6月 30, 2008
zero
I'm going my way. I believe in my wayspilt it.
I'm better than you guys.
I'm living for my sake, not for their sake, yeah!
I'm finding my way. I'm finding my love
I'm not stupid like you
All that I need is, I only need is selfless love
All I don't need is, I only need is selfless love
水曜日, 6月 25, 2008
How to save a life
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
spilt it.
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
spilt it.
月曜日, 6月 23, 2008
しょうがない。。。
ホンマや。。。
アイツの事考えてバッカリ でもそれはしょうがないでしょう？
好きな人は好きだからしょうがない
っと。。。アイツ今くらいな事があるみたい。。。
それはアイツの秘密だから。。。それ以外聞かないわ。。。
でも彼女があれば、もっとストレスになれようだ。。。
だから あの人の為に あたしはこれぐらい出来る。。。
あんたの為に。。。
spilt it.
アイツの事考えてバッカリ でもそれはしょうがないでしょう？
好きな人は好きだからしょうがない
っと。。。アイツ今くらいな事があるみたい。。。
それはアイツの秘密だから。。。それ以外聞かないわ。。。
でも彼女があれば、もっとストレスになれようだ。。。
だから あの人の為に あたしはこれぐらい出来る。。。
あんたの為に。。。
spilt it.
金曜日, 6月 20, 2008
あんた女の子だよ。。。
あの事の後 自分が以前のより男の子の事もっと見る （女の子はまだ見るけど 男の子の方が多い）
如何してだろう？ 自分に伺って そしてその答えは
そんな事を試してみたから 恋人関係の女になりたいんだ （以前は男とか女とか構わなかった）
それを聞いたから ジョーは
そう 女になりたいのはもちろん あんたは女の子だから て言った
で 自分は
あっそっか！ て言った
っで ジョーは
あっそっか！って何だよそれ？！あたし達女の子だよ！そこを調べて！
ハハッァ！如何してそんな事考えてなかっただろう？めいのバカ o（＞＜）o
spilt it.
如何してだろう？ 自分に伺って そしてその答えは
そんな事を試してみたから 恋人関係の女になりたいんだ （以前は男とか女とか構わなかった）
それを聞いたから ジョーは
そう 女になりたいのはもちろん あんたは女の子だから て言った
で 自分は
あっそっか！ て言った
っで ジョーは
あっそっか！って何だよそれ？！あたし達女の子だよ！そこを調べて！
ハハッァ！如何してそんな事考えてなかっただろう？めいのバカ o（＞＜）o
spilt it.
木曜日, 6月 19, 2008
VPT OVERRRRR x_X
like finally... mah gawd x.X
we were supposed to be doing 2 scenes today, so i expected us to finish at least by 5 if we're starting off at 11. but oh boy... x.x
we went to pau's house, and there was a preg cat! xD she kept rubbing herself on anything she walks pass lol. and is friendly to everybody lol. i really like her, but when she dips and rubs her head on my foot, i'm still a lil freaked >_<
when the whole thing was fiiiinally over, we went to some place for dinner "celebration". they had some promo from 9pm onwards, and we checked our watch to see that it was 9 on the dot LOL! quite a nice meal considering that i only had a bun for the whole day... lol... then i finally finally finally took out the モチto share with the guys (sad lauri had to go home for his dinner, but its okay, he can have the remains xD LOL). and wow, NONE of them ever had one before! =O it sure was a funny sight seeing them trying them out lololol xD
oh! im starting to get my appetite back! though of course its still not back full force yet... but yeah... at least its getting better =/ めい！確りして！もとに戻れ！頑張れ！悲しいのはもちろんだけど、こんなになったら自分に何の有利もない！自分より自分を愛してる人はナ。イ。無いんだ！
spilt it.
we were supposed to be doing 2 scenes today, so i expected us to finish at least by 5 if we're starting off at 11. but oh boy... x.x
we went to pau's house, and there was a preg cat! xD she kept rubbing herself on anything she walks pass lol. and is friendly to everybody lol. i really like her, but when she dips and rubs her head on my foot, i'm still a lil freaked >_<
when the whole thing was fiiiinally over, we went to some place for dinner "celebration". they had some promo from 9pm onwards, and we checked our watch to see that it was 9 on the dot LOL! quite a nice meal considering that i only had a bun for the whole day... lol... then i finally finally finally took out the モチto share with the guys (sad lauri had to go home for his dinner, but its okay, he can have the remains xD LOL). and wow, NONE of them ever had one before! =O it sure was a funny sight seeing them trying them out lololol xD
oh! im starting to get my appetite back! though of course its still not back full force yet... but yeah... at least its getting better =/ めい！確りして！もとに戻れ！頑張れ！悲しいのはもちろんだけど、こんなになったら自分に何の有利もない！自分より自分を愛してる人はナ。イ。無いんだ！
spilt it.
水曜日, 6月 18, 2008
longest...day...out...ever... FOR ASSIGNMENT
My Gaaaaaaaaawd... they sure are mad with VPT x.x the guys in my group. though the assignment's only like 4 credits x.x
but yeah..... we woke up at like 5 in the morning... leave at 630 to go to owens house (those who live far), haul all the eqs to school (not far from his house), and started setting up 15 before 9, planning to start shooting around 9. then found out many faults with the friggin eqs, and spent more than 30 mins changing them =.= yadda yadda blah blah
aaaaaaandthen we finished filming at 930! =D correction. 2130 =.= 930pm++ and we were all lying on the courts not wanting to get up lmao. but gee, at least i had lunch cause it was needed in part of my acting, but the guys havent had breakfast lunch and dinner O.O maybe an energy bar or a cup of milo for breakfast, and alot alot of 100plus inbetween shoots lol...
but... oh man... i feel like im just a leecher >_< my job was suppose to be continuity, but the guys were just going too fast for me to remember or note down stuff... so i tried to be useful in other areas, and voluntarily went to be the video logger, which i soon gave up too for the same reason =.=" and halfway through the first scene, my body decided to give me the you're-gonna-have-your-period-soon ache... argh...
at least at the last scene i was a little more useful... cause everyone was already dead or dying =x not that i wasnt... just that i full steamed the remaining of my energy to make myself more useful =x
yeap.... by the time we finished everything, everybody just died at the scene lol! nobody wanted dinner together, so i couldnt pull out the おかし to share with them ;_; they said that they were too tired for anything else and just wanted bed, and that celebration should be for tmr after the whole thing is done >< so in the end, only owen, his friend, and i wanted dinner out. so we took bus (and slept on it, lying down stretched across the chairs =D) to burgerking and ate and chat till it was like... 1050pm =x MY LAST BUS!!
well, it was still there... but hey! i live friggin far! by the time im home, its the next day already! >< i called mom and told her where i was, she got freaked out, and told me to take a cab home... so lol... i reached home at... 1145pm or so =D lol... tired. and here i am blogging and chatting. lol.
anyway... summary: you guys rock! xD i owe you guys a box of おかし as a gift of gratitude. will pull it out tmr after we finish our last two scenes =D hope you guys like sweet stuff =x
spilt it.
but yeah..... we woke up at like 5 in the morning... leave at 630 to go to owens house (those who live far), haul all the eqs to school (not far from his house), and started setting up 15 before 9, planning to start shooting around 9. then found out many faults with the friggin eqs, and spent more than 30 mins changing them =.= yadda yadda blah blah
aaaaaaandthen we finished filming at 930! =D correction. 2130 =.= 930pm++ and we were all lying on the courts not wanting to get up lmao. but gee, at least i had lunch cause it was needed in part of my acting, but the guys havent had breakfast lunch and dinner O.O maybe an energy bar or a cup of milo for breakfast, and alot alot of 100plus inbetween shoots lol...
but... oh man... i feel like im just a leecher >_< my job was suppose to be continuity, but the guys were just going too fast for me to remember or note down stuff... so i tried to be useful in other areas, and voluntarily went to be the video logger, which i soon gave up too for the same reason =.=" and halfway through the first scene, my body decided to give me the you're-gonna-have-your-period-soon ache... argh...
at least at the last scene i was a little more useful... cause everyone was already dead or dying =x not that i wasnt... just that i full steamed the remaining of my energy to make myself more useful =x
yeap.... by the time we finished everything, everybody just died at the scene lol! nobody wanted dinner together, so i couldnt pull out the おかし to share with them ;_; they said that they were too tired for anything else and just wanted bed, and that celebration should be for tmr after the whole thing is done >< so in the end, only owen, his friend, and i wanted dinner out. so we took bus (and slept on it, lying down stretched across the chairs =D) to burgerking and ate and chat till it was like... 1050pm =x MY LAST BUS!!
well, it was still there... but hey! i live friggin far! by the time im home, its the next day already! >< i called mom and told her where i was, she got freaked out, and told me to take a cab home... so lol... i reached home at... 1145pm or so =D lol... tired. and here i am blogging and chatting. lol.
anyway... summary: you guys rock! xD i owe you guys a box of おかし as a gift of gratitude. will pull it out tmr after we finish our last two scenes =D hope you guys like sweet stuff =x
spilt it.
月曜日, 6月 16, 2008
VPT!!!
Woah there o.O went to school at 10am today to discuss our script and what not stuff. didnt think it'd take us til what... 6pm? @_@ then we went to have dinner (couldn't finish half my hor fun though i barely took 5 bites of bread today... 調子まだ戻ってない) and play a round of arcade drums before the guys went to celebrate someone's birthday at fish and co. Owen was a pro freak who could pass some 90+ songs @_@ but when i played my usual songs, the guys said that i play very calmly compared to Owen who was like a mad man or something lmao
the guys in my group sure were very serious about the work (save for a certain one)! i'm really glad i made the choice of immediately grabbing them when we were told to form our groups @_@ (he's the only guy ive ever had a decent conversation with and contact number of... so just stick to him before you get shoved to some alien group =x )
seriously man... the way i hear how the other girls in class were doing with their groups... i really feel damn lucky to have gotten into this group >< tomorrow we'll be there at 8am (wake up at 6 @_@) and start shooting from 9, to maybe say 6... i think i'll bring a box of おかし and treat them as a thanks after the whole shoot is over xD
spilt it.
the guys in my group sure were very serious about the work (save for a certain one)! i'm really glad i made the choice of immediately grabbing them when we were told to form our groups @_@ (he's the only guy ive ever had a decent conversation with and contact number of... so just stick to him before you get shoved to some alien group =x )
seriously man... the way i hear how the other girls in class were doing with their groups... i really feel damn lucky to have gotten into this group >< tomorrow we'll be there at 8am (wake up at 6 @_@) and start shooting from 9, to maybe say 6... i think i'll bring a box of おかし and treat them as a thanks after the whole shoot is over xD
spilt it.
日曜日, 6月 15, 2008
大泣くなった「昨日」
他人が見たから 誰が死んじゃったと思うよ
でも ホンマに良かったは そのあと
そして先生に相談した 気持ちも少し良かった
っと 今日ジョーとショッピングした 新しい服を買った
晩ご飯を食べた 気持ちはもっと少し良かったわ
みんな ありがとう
spilt it.
でも ホンマに良かったは そのあと
そして先生に相談した 気持ちも少し良かった
っと 今日ジョーとショッピングした 新しい服を買った
晩ご飯を食べた 気持ちはもっと少し良かったわ
みんな ありがとう
spilt it.
土曜日, 6月 14, 2008
振られちゃった
もう終わった。。。木曜日で。
早いすぎだよ。。。
spilt it.
早いすぎだよ。。。
spilt it.
